Daytime Drama

[mrkilborn]

I don't really do dramatics well. I guess I'm learning as I go, but I'm uncomfortable with it all, and I don't really like that.

I'm actually fairly low-key and easy going. And I don't react well when I'm asked to be really aggressive, especially in my personal life.

But such is the case for me today. I met with Debra at the 3rd Street Promenade in Santa Monica. The meeting wasn't long.

I said we needed to break up. Not because I didn't want to have a relationship, but because there were other relationships she is interested in pursuing. It was clear she didn't want to end things, but I didn't know what else to say or do. It didn't make sense to me to continue something that neither of us wanted, and so it was the logical choice. Painful, yes. I don't really want to discuss that, since I need to stay focused.

What I plan to do now is continue work on my show, build myself up to possibly be Aquaman, and just making sure I keep the rest of you entertained in the way I know how to do. That's all.

Comments

[joeylaurenadams.livejournal.com]

You are the best you possible and I wouldn't want you to be any different. I'm sorry for all you've been through recently. You know where we are should you just want to stop by. Coffee is always on. *hugs*

[mrkilborn.livejournal.com]

As always, thanks Neighbor!