Daytime Drama
May. 8th, 2002 04:34 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mrkilbornI don't really do dramatics well. I guess I'm learning as I go, but I'm uncomfortable with it all, and I don't really like that.
I'm actually fairly low-key and easy going. And I don't react well when I'm asked to be really aggressive, especially in my personal life.
But such is the case for me today. I met with Debra at the 3rd Street Promenade in Santa Monica. The meeting wasn't long.
I said we needed to break up. Not because I didn't want to have a relationship, but because there were other relationships she is interested in pursuing. It was clear she didn't want to end things, but I didn't know what else to say or do. It didn't make sense to me to continue something that neither of us wanted, and so it was the logical choice. Painful, yes. I don't really want to discuss that, since I need to stay focused.
What I plan to do now is continue work on my show, build myself up to possibly be Aquaman, and just making sure I keep the rest of you entertained in the way I know how to do. That's all.
I'm actually fairly low-key and easy going. And I don't react well when I'm asked to be really aggressive, especially in my personal life.
But such is the case for me today. I met with Debra at the 3rd Street Promenade in Santa Monica. The meeting wasn't long.
I said we needed to break up. Not because I didn't want to have a relationship, but because there were other relationships she is interested in pursuing. It was clear she didn't want to end things, but I didn't know what else to say or do. It didn't make sense to me to continue something that neither of us wanted, and so it was the logical choice. Painful, yes. I don't really want to discuss that, since I need to stay focused.
What I plan to do now is continue work on my show, build myself up to possibly be Aquaman, and just making sure I keep the rest of you entertained in the way I know how to do. That's all.
