Daytime Drama

[mrkilborn]

I don't really do dramatics well. I guess I'm learning as I go, but I'm uncomfortable with it all, and I don't really like that.

I'm actually fairly low-key and easy going. And I don't react well when I'm asked to be really aggressive, especially in my personal life.

But such is the case for me today. I met with Debra at the 3rd Street Promenade in Santa Monica. The meeting wasn't long.

I said we needed to break up. Not because I didn't want to have a relationship, but because there were other relationships she is interested in pursuing. It was clear she didn't want to end things, but I didn't know what else to say or do. It didn't make sense to me to continue something that neither of us wanted, and so it was the logical choice. Painful, yes. I don't really want to discuss that, since I need to stay focused.

What I plan to do now is continue work on my show, build myself up to possibly be Aquaman, and just making sure I keep the rest of you entertained in the way I know how to do. That's all.

Comments

[joeylaurenadams.livejournal.com]

You are the best you possible and I wouldn't want you to be any different. I'm sorry for all you've been through recently. You know where we are should you just want to stop by. Coffee is always on. *hugs*

[debra-messing.livejournal.com]

I said we needed to break up.

Funny, I thought we already did the other night. That's why I was surprised to hear we had to do it again.

[jennifer-l.livejournal.com]

Sorry I left you. We were having quite a good conversation, too.

[mrkilborn.livejournal.com]

As always, thanks Neighbor!

[mrkilborn.livejournal.com]

Yes... this was my attempt at an explanation of why we needed to break up.

[mrkilborn.livejournal.com]

It's okay Jennifer. Say... perhaps you can guest on the late_late_show? I mean, Enough is due Friday... yes?

[portia-de-rossi.livejournal.com]

Aquaman?

And damn it, I wanna be on the late_late_show!!!

[keri-lynn-pratt.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Craig hon...you are very entertaining. But don't, like, yeah. You know, don't try to entertain us and be all hurting inside and trying to smile on the outside. *hugs again*

Know what I do when I'm hurting? I got on a vacation in Minnesota...Irony, I think.

[jennifer-l.livejournal.com]

Well, I'd be glad to, but I was on it very recently. Shall we not give others a chance?